*screams*

i thought today would be nice monday to start off my last week of IAP.

but i just dont have th mood.

was out with shirin yesterday, chatted alot.

and i realise, people change and go, they could just be th passerby that stops by your life probably awhile, lets say few years, and off they go once they found somewhere better.

i thought i would never come to this topic as i keep telling myself, things now are just temporary.

but i have doubts now.

you've seems to changed so much, so fast that i cant catch up,

where's the kind of friendship we once had?

listening to each other problems?

now i dont even think by dropping you a call, you would have th time to listen.

have you ever stop and think?

i'm not being paranoid or etc.

i want to go on saying, but i think things are really so different from th past.

yes i know, we do change fr th good.

i seriously keep telling myself i wont lose this friendship though we're becoming more and more distant.

but i just cant convince myself now.

i just hope you will realise it and treasure those.