her *colourful thoughts

could i trust you again?

i feel so lost, been thinking bout this question time and time and again,

but i dont know what is it.

if i choose to head back, would you change?

you say you've changed, but is it just fr short term?

why cant i see it at all?

was i wrong in the first place or both of us was wrong?

i so wanted to have the courage now to go ahead, but i can't.

i'm afraid i will fall again as i lose the trust that i once had with you.

i'm afraid its just all a drama, or just cause of your own selfishness?

i don't know, or i guess nobody knows,

give me the time to slowly regain the trust and have the courage.

meanwhile, lets just remain things at how it is now.

colourful thoughts -