her *colourful thoughts

yup, am feeling kind of moody now.
its not PMS people.
just that i was browsing thru the net at work, then i saw some stuff that makes me feel kind of uhur.
does not make me feel good, i was thinking to myself,
if last time i do treasure all the relationship i once have before, i bet it would sure last.
all the ex-boyfriends i have, they are good guys, but i just somehow don't know the word "CHERISH".
was i too young then.? or did i just suddenly mature in a day?

lately, during the holidays, work, work, mon to fri.
feel kind of lonely and bored.
its not that i don't have friends around.
i'm glad that i have such a wonderful bunch of friends around me.
all the friends i make for the past years.
how i wish just to have an shoulder for me to lean on, cry on.
i'm not being desperate for boys, okay.?
just have this thought out of a sudden, and feel like blogging it out.
at least i would feel much better. :)

okay, let me stop all the wishy-washy stuff.
am still at work.
meeting uncle daryl later for dinner and catching up session.
tmr meeting up with shanning and justin for dinner at billy bombers, i just can't wait for the bitching, gossiping. :p

lately on msn, i was able to see xiao fen online, she's my long lost primary school friend, who is a taiwanese,
she now back in taiwan, so for the past 2 days, i chatted with her online.
its so funny,
she type in chinese, and i type in english.
but we understand each other can already.
she's coming s'pore for holiday during the CNY.
for sure i meeting her. :)

less than 2 weeks and i'm flying off to hong kong,
my flight is a night flight, 7pm.
can't wait to get there.
but i heard results is out soon.

anyway, just takaiire people.
do drink lots of water to replenished yourself. hee.
loves.

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