her *colourful thoughts

that us, cam-whoring at the polyclinic that day.

YESTERDAY:

went out with hunnie to watch movie, "cars".
its a highly recommended movie by me for sure.
its nice.

then at night,
around 8plus,
met up with chiali only,
ask her out, when hunnie went home.
we went marina square to find pei xuan at her workplace.
and shop around marina square before proceeding to esplanade,
and i saw BEI YING.
did not manage to call her,
as she walked too fast le.
but we shall meet up soon de. :]

then me and chiali walk to esplanade,
and we chatted alot.
we was sitting at the bridge there,
and people keep asking me to be the camera woman.
hahas.
but it was quite nice to chill out sometimes by the esplanade.
really chatted alot, i told her bout what i'm thinking now.
thanks for being there. :]

TODAY:

it was suppose to be a 4Js (janice,javian,jasmine,jiali) outing today de.
we plann to meet at 1.45, but suddenly it was raining so heavily,
that chiali and jasmine got stuck at home.
and javian was on his way already, plus my appoinment was at 3pm.
so no choice, went to meet javian first.
though from my house to MRT station is fully sheltered,
but i still got abit wet as rain keep splashing in,
lucky i wear a cardigen, if not my arm would be all wet.

met up javian and he was drawing the coconut tree.
LOL.
we went to bugis, chatted along the way.
and for so long in my life,
i finally bought an umbrella out as i can't afford to be drenched and goes for the appoinment.
javian is tall, so he holds the umbrella.
make our way to OG, and sis told me the building was near there,
keep looking around and javian had a great fall.
LOL.
he would not be reading my blog. =X

finally found the building,
burligton square.
and went up to the office tower, was just on the dot.
the man doing the survey for me is friendly,
he got everything done in just ten minutes.
real fast man. :)
and i earn my money just like that.
LOL.

went for a walk at parco bugis junction.
bought chorochan to eat.
tempted javian to eat too though he has a bad sore throat.
hahas.
walked around, and we played around with the figures at action city.
there this sweet-grabbing machine,
its cute.
both of use was not in the mood to shop,
so we called up chiali and told her say no need to come down already.
as we planned to go back.
so she suggested walking the pasar malam at amk central.
and that javian was reluctant to go at first,
but i say we 4Js must at least go out awhile ma,
since jasmine and chiali can't manage to come down bugis.

finally i saw jasmine for such a long time.
walked around aimlessly.
haas.
then we stand at a corner and chatted awhile.
before i proceed home as mummie is nagging me home for dinner luhs.

was a nice and well spent day with them. :)

it is this string that pull us together.
but now, both of our hands are at the end of the string,
still holding on, but if a careless action of loosing out hand,
it would be all gone.
the end of our story, and final full stop to it.

i'm tired of trying to convince myself,
am tired of faking it to others.
i'm not happy my dear.
the passion is losing its way.

i'm lost. :\

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