YESTERDAY:
my family came over,
played with the kids.
and they were drawing,
the kids went around the house, asking everyone how to spell their name.
and they make an name tag sort of thing for us.
hahas.
then i suggest that they make a family tree using that name tag.
so they went to the kitchen wall,
which is their art gallery,
and they paste everyone name accordingly to their rank.
couples one side, children one side.
LOLx.
how cute of them yea.?
and they took the time to explain to everyone.
watch s'pore idol with my whole family.
all of us was laughing away at those contenstants.
and i spotted my friend on TV, he's the friend of one of the contestant. (:
i finally realise how big is my family.
we have around 17 members in total.
just my brothers,sisters etc.
tat's alot!.
TODAY:
went to the libary to do my self-study.
did not went to school,
shall not talk bout it le.
and i did my maths,
hunnie came, which i did not expect.
did not utter a word at all for 3 hours plus to each other.
i just did my work and he also.
lucky chiali came.
she broke the ice.
went to eat my dinner with them.
and went home.
i'm tired from the mugging. xD
gotta slack abit and back to my mugging session.
friday is the parents meeting session,
don't know what the teacher would say to mummie.
lets just pray hard.
god bless my friends and me.
amen.
everything is not the same again,
things have changed,
not only you and me,
but the love we once had,
is diminishing as days goes by.
i'm starting to lose the faith and i'm tired.
things would not be the same again,
i promise.
no matter how hard we both try,
there would still be a wall in between us,
which both of us would not want to break it.
as we are afraid.
i'm afraid of losing you at times,
but thinking again,
if we ever lose each other,
would it be better.?
i just don't know how to face you,
as you don't seem to understand me.
should we thank god for letting the two of us to fall in love,
or should we blame god, and pray that he let us be stranger for life.?
i just don't know.
colourful thoughts -
