my MYE is badly done.
i'm so down right now.
though i know its my own fault as i concentrate too much on science.
which lead to other subjects like that.
i just got to buck up and improve in my prelim.
that's what i promise hunnie and chiali.
i will fulfilled it.
once bitten, twice shy. :]
i got to motivate myself,
have the determination i once have in NPCC, and use it on my academic wise.
i just got to.
today was the NPCC day for my school.
see the contigent on stage, my mind was filled up with many memories when i'm still in NP,
the time when we would come school early to change to full-U,
get ready in the squad to my last year,
when i stand outside the squad as a SI.
i was proud of myself then.
i know i did my best in NP, learnt the most things that some of it is useful to my life.
such as dicispline.
i miss everything. sob.
in the past, whenever there's expectations of me,
i always done it.
like i got the first class drill badge which i promise waichong.
but now.?
i'm getting slacker and slacker.
i just don't wish to be involve in anything,
just be a counch potato at home.
not even stepping out to town.
give me time,
and i prove everyone that i could make it.
yesh.
jus one more chance.
just wait for my o's result.
believe in me. :)
going meet mummie to collect her specs and buy some stuff then meet my animal family for dinner.
i miss them. xD
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