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in school computer lab now.
joining the rest of the fnn students, so we can use the computer.
later having the stupid cleanning of the classrooms.
I HATE IT LA!!!..
it simply sucks.
uh-hur.

my brother is going crazy again.
i just hate it.
he came back home yesterday and he gave me such a black face and started scolding miie.
i did not do anything wrong.
he starts picking on me, like..
bro: "why you close the window.?"
me: "just now the wind is so strong that the door shut by itself, things start flying."

bro walked out of kitchen.

bro: "I ASK YOU ONE QUESTION, YOU GIVE ME TEN ANSWER."
me: "you ask me, so i answer you right.?"
he throw letters onto the coffee table.

fcuk him la.
ask me don't give him that "face".
mummie came back then i told her,
she say don't care.
and bro say during june holi, he's going to ask me do things.
i then don't care,
i go out and study then see what you can do!!!

I HATE YOU..!!!
FCUK OFF!!!

i'm not going to let him spoil my mood.
its simply not worth it.

mummie ask me to study,
stop going out so often.
argh~~

and hunnie told me,
he's not feeling well.
and i did not reply his sms.
then he sms ning and trying to know why.

i really don't have the mood.
i'm not concern bout anything right now.

we are both stuck at the same place.
with just a wall acting as a barrier between us.
i could hear you breathing, so do you.
but i reach out in the dark room.
i can't feel anything, but just the rough wall.
we can never get this barrier out of our way.
this barrier might be there to stop us for how long,
i also don't know.
is it forever or is it just temporary.?
we gotta find our own way out.
moving away from the barrier.

i know i'm running away, but that's how i'm feeling.
please pardon me for that.
i'm losing my way now,
when i'm trying to figure the way out,
but just wait,
as i would find my way out, for sure.
i hope i could find the way out, and see you at the entrance and embracing me
with your hug, just for me.
i wish.

i'm finding my way out of this room,
i want to see the sunshine again.
the sunshine that could bring smile back onto my face.

ciaos~

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