had free period in the morning for around 3hours before my break time.
the hours are long that you don't know what to do.
lucky i manage to finish up my storybook.
slept abit in the libary, with ear phones plug into my ears.
but its so uncomfortable as the table are hard. (:
had MT intensive after break,
its boring.
the teacher is nagging away.
and i'm msging away.
hahas.
then actually yeeleng ask me to follow her to fnn room to taste her practical stuff,
but i'm just so tired today.
lack of sleep.
so sorry my dear!
i'm so tired from everything.
my heart, my soul, everything is tired.
i don't wish to be involve in anything.
i'm living in my world of my own now.
i may seem to be happy on the outside but deep inside of me,
no one would understand.
trust me.
is things changing.?
is it worth it to treasure it.?
or just end everything.
its just this feeling that makes me so difficult to have trust again.
i'm worry that you might break the promise again,
i'm worry that everything would be gone.
i know you are trying hard.
but there's no point in doing so as i'm giving up as days passed by.
back to my mugging session.
takaiire peeps.
colourful thoughts -
