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mugging session is a torture as for the past few days, have been returning home late, though mummie did not say much as she knows that i'm stressed and kinda pissed off with her nagging, I'M SORRY MUM!! i will be a good gurl from now yea..? though i return home late but i did take the effort to study and complete my work before i went to sleep, but i know its not enough, i study but things does not seem to be getting into my head which is like fcuk.. i just need some motivation for me to perservence on till o's perhaps.? i wann to do well for myself, so that life would be betta and i don't wish to break the promise i have with daddy before he leave me, i can't possibly let him down. feel so envy of all my friens who have their another half to share their sorrow with, or have someone by the side, but i knoe i would always have my good friens around yea..? lol.. haviin a BBQ for hailing tmr and there would be a surprise, surprise, shh.. i'm so looking forward to sunday as its my family day, a day for me to distress as i have a big hug from my 4 cutie nieces n nephew. miss them lots lots!!

i jus got to keep going on and on, if i ever stuumble and fall, i must stand up from the very same spot that i fell..=)

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