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i'm back home earli today as skool ends early..anyway,finally 1 burden have been put off my shoulder which is the POP,i dun tink it wuld be tat grand but guys,dun blame mi please..?i hardly can laugh like in the past when i realli laugh till stomach cramp,i also dunno what's stoppin mi..? lots of problems at home has been solve i guess as from the way bro behaviour,i dun tink he wuld throw another temper at mi fer no reason again or have his mood swing..?guys have mood swing.?oh my god! just hope that life at home wuld be betta,so from now onwards i just gotta be a good good gurl gurl at home to prevent myself from sudden scoldin. the day in skool today is still okay but jus that i jus feel funny,weird..?my heart is like so lost,i also dunno why,but i think i just gotta be strong and stay happy each day as u sad oso 1 day pass,why not be happy instead..? must convince myself to this "logic",i'm just left with like 10 weeks to prelim which is so fast and truthfully speaking,i'm panicking already..i'm so scared that i will flunk,today in history class i'm still quite attentive and i did her work which was once in a blue moon thing. the skool is now having the homeroom system which i think is okay okay bahx,if it helps in my studies,why not rite..?lolx!! but there 2hrs of SS which is totally insane la,who can take it man..? anyway,gotta go! tat's all fer today!

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