her *colourful thoughts

woah. its been so long since i last blog luhs.
hahas.
did not come online at all.
was busy mugging hard but i'm afraid to receive my result.
argh.

back from my bangkok trip then study and study.
and i promise myself to work harder for the final o's,
i know my friends all are there for me.
that's a promise i made to myself,
how silly i am huh.?
hahas.

i finish all my major papers already,
and i have 4 days of holiday as i have no papers on,
only next friday.
and i'm finally going out with brenda and regina on tues for towning.
heehee.
yesterday i had work and jenny and me was having lots of fun.
all of them say when they work with me,
they would be the most crazy de.
hahas.
cause i very chatty when i'm at work.
they just can't stand me luhs.
but i know they still love me.
hahas.
and nelson as usual, like to bully me and i got pinched by him!!
so unfair luhs.
gonna make him pay back next week.

during the days when i did not blog,
i think bout lots of things.
and i've decided to just go on and live my days happily then being sad.
shall blog again,
gonna meet chiali to slack later.
wahaha.

i just don't understand why you seem to be avoiding me.
i did not say any words to express myself yet,
but you are doing all this hurtful thing to me.
friends say i'm stupid to keep waiting in silence,
just like a dumbass,
but i know they meant me well,
they just wann me to wake up and get you out of my head.
they ask me why i would be so deep in love,
cause i say you have this charisma that attracts me deeply,
making me soo deep in love with you.
but you just stop texting me halfway and disappear.
i was so worry and till now,
i'm still convinced that you would one day drop me and text.
which is why i choose to wait,
but all this waiting has make my heart so hurt,
i just wann you to know that though we never get together,
but i did once like you.
i have choose to leave this hurtful memories behind.

colourful thoughts -