my computer is back to normal.
jus hate it, spoiled all the time.
today was the first paper of MYE.
had english paper one and history.
i screwed up both,
my english compo, i don't have ideas, so my compo was full of crap.
my speech was done worse than the work ms teo gave us,
even though i went to ask fer her comments on my work yesterday.
argh.
during my history paper,
when i flip open the paper, i'm glad that what i have study came out,
but i had a MENTAL BLOCK.
like what wilfred says he have. in the past.
i'm going to flunk both of it,
i can't afford to do so.
how.?
gotta buck up on my studies fer sure already.
i'm sad over this. ):
went fer lunch at prata house,
its a promise by yeeleng and shanning to miie the wor.
eileen, justin, deona and deborah came along. (:
we ate quite alot, and eileen could not accept the fact that her mushroom and cheese prata cost $3.50.
hahas.
it was kind of fun hanging out with them, laughing at the silly things.
and i saw this big tub of yoghurt at shop and save.
gonna buy it someday and gulp it all down.
and we saw this very weird uncle too,
his dressing is funny and "fashionable".
hee.
tomorrow is chinese papers, dunno what to study,
so i'm going to study my science later.
I CAN'T AFFORD TO FAILED again.
sobs.
its going to be another long weekends fer us again.
studying session at libary with hailing.
i wanns to do well.
nothing else in my mind but study.!
i'm getting tired,
you know.?
stress is the word that i could say.
laughter.?
no more, long time since i had a great laugh.
soon, things would be different fer sure.
friens or boys or family.?
1. family
2. friends.
3. boys
friendship are forever, so does family.
whenever i'm tired, i know they would be there fer miie.
i'm really tired now, gettin numb to things around miie.
i'm not the ME, i used to be.
can you help me find back my trueself i long for.?
colourful thoughts -
